dear friend,

thank you for reblogging an incredibly graphic picture of someone's feet disintegrating

and not tagging it

i needed to see that

excuse me while i vomit up everything i've ever eaten ever
okay mom when i say that "wow i'm really sick of trans* people only getting media representation as characters that are brutally murdered and have zero actual speaking lines"

the bad response is "well that's how it started with gay people"

whether or not that's true, that doesn't mean that WATCHING TRANS* CHARACTERS BE BRUTALLY MURDERED ISN'T STILL GROSS AND UNSETTLING

also watching the character's mother repeatedly and pointedly misgendering her not even a minute after being informed of her daughter's death was really gross and skeevy and wow bad no get out forever never return

ugh. this sort of representation is not healthy or the kind that trans* and non-binary people want

(bless elementary and their mrs hudson)
picking icons is so hard

on the one hand, i want them to be functional: what would i actually use for posts/comments/what have you

on the other hand, some of them are so pretty

and it's not like i have many icon slots

gosh life is so hard
OH i just realized i can bitch about my gaming group here without fear of them finding it and getting offended AWESOME

(which isn't to say that they're bad! they're really great and they are my friends and i love them but sometimes...)

like last night HOLY SHIT we literally wasted time for like two and a half hours before we even started playing

and this was after making the decision to NOT game and just hang out but WHOOPS NEVERMIND and i had to go home to grab a computer since we use roll20 for maps and shit

i felt really bad for one of our members because we were playing a different campaign than usual and i only just made a character for it last session (the guy running it runs it mostly with his residents and last session was SURPRISE YOU'RE MAKING A NEW CHARACTER which. i'm still kind of annoyed about because i could've made the character before i even came if i'd known.) so she ended up just sitting out and it was really shitty for her

like, i love my group usually. i just. wish they could get their shit together and actually PLAN things. especially because lately they've changed the night on us or just cancelled entirely so we haven't played consistently in like two months or something.

sighs

the whole thing kind of does make me want to RP like i used to though (mostly because i'm dissatisfied by how things are going and i want to actually RP okay)
i keep wanting to jump ahead in my bssm rewatch because i have friends on tumblr that post caps from later seasons and then i'm like OH I WANT TO WATCH THAT EPISODE but no i can wait i can be patient goddammit

speaking of, i made plans to marathon more of the rewatch today with my friend who is seeing it for the first time so i should get on that

(man, every time the anime tries to incorporate stuff that happened in the manga, it's just... really jarring? like wow okay the characters' personalities are REALLY different and like i get what you're doing but it's kind of. ham-handed. whatev, i can accept and love the cheesy goodness that is the anime anyway.)

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